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i'm sorry this is going to be really long and ranty and i probably will cut it when i wake up tomorrow but for right now you're going to have to deal with it. this is more for my own benefit because i have nowhere to put all these thoughts and it's bothering me because i feel all crowded ( Read more... )

i had a story idea earlier about a boy who thinks he can time travel by really straining his brain but actually the more he strains the worse the inoperable tumor in his brain gets and he blacks out and wakes up later and later ( Read more... )

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i'm feeling lost, tired and really, really afraid. i'm not sure who to talk to (i am but i'm not) but i am going to seek help soon i just need to really man up, y'know? health issues are back. fml. i feel like i'm on the edge of a precipice. last night in bed i started hyperventilating a little and i don't think joey noticed (or if he did i think ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaaaaaa for the last 10 minutes or so i've been really really panicking and i don't know why wtf. it won't go away. aaaaaaaaaa.okay that's over now. but what's REALLY annoying is that my mum's fine to amp at me for buying a pair of jeans when i have no money but she has no problem with me buying her that stupid mother's day present. o ok. ( Read more... )

not impressed. mum is having a massive go because i'm skipping college tomorrow (a whole double literature where i know what i have to do and a single psychology where we'll be doing nothing at all.) clearly, the world will end. or maybe i should just stop coming home altogether, that seems to be the only other option. jam your hype mum ugh. and i' ( Read more... )

okay i said i'd post and i'm not in the mood but i'll do it anyway. story of my life! i think i've been a lot happier lately. obviously because of the boy. blah blah blah yeah i know nobody wants to hear about that but he's fucking lovely. i have my brighton open day tomorrow (for real this time) so that's gonna be interesting and scary and fun. if ( Read more... )

i'm writing this mainly because i have a fuck loads of tabs that are open and i can't be bothered to save them when i know i won't pay attention to them again. i know i have at least 7+ bookmarked folders with 8-10 websites in. ugh. first of all; fuck me jake gyllenhaal. right now. second, lately i've been reading a lot of pretty useless facts ( Read more... )